Since starting my elimination died, I've been steadily losing weight.
It's been a month, on the diet (god, I miss my chocolates) and I'm 5 kilos lighter than pre-baby weight, lighter than I've been in 10 years.
I feel self-satisfied about the weight loss, in a way that disturbs me. I was never overweight, my old weight was healthy and fine, the new skinniness will not last when I'll be able to eat normally... and yet!
Really disappointed in myself for buying into the skinny standard of beauty. I don't want to be proud of my unhealthy weight loss, but I am.
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